Saturday 1 August 2009

the climb...

Hey all,

I have been thinking.. When i came back till now, i had a grudge towards someone... yes i kno, its bad.. Ive been complaining and stuff, and when i think about it, why do i want to make my life so sad and miserable? I should be glad and happy that im back home, and I got good grades ryte? I should be glad that God has been by my side this whole time, supporting me and giving me strength to guide me through my life..

For those non- believers, I dont have a straight religion as Im born in both a buddist and christian family, i believe there's something or someone out there watching over us, guiding us when we need help, a secret hand to help us through rough times.. Whether you believe it or not, its your choice, please do not criticise me for what i believe in...

When i opened vanessa's blog, her 2nd song was this The Climb by Miley Cyrus... This song has a great meaning to it. Here are the lyrics:

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other sideI
t's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climbKeep on moving

Keep climbing, Keep the faith baby
It's all about It's all about The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

The song is telling you that in life, there's sooo many obstacles for you to go through, although at times you will fail, but you cant give up... Just try again and keep faith... Out of difficulties, miracles happen, if any of you watch Burning Flame 3, you'll know Rex told this to Ngau ko... Be strong and accept whatever happens, dont complain and try to look forward to the future.. Be happy with what you have, you may have something that someone wishes to have..

i want to live a simple and happy life, ive been saying that for quite some time, but i really need the time and support to remove all these hatred from this black heart of mine.. I'm tired of being treated like how i was treated before, im a human being and I have feelings too.. If onli i could be like the clouds in the sky, floating around freely like nothing is bothering them...