the climb...

Hey all,

I have been thinking.. When i came back till now, i had a grudge towards someone... yes i kno, its bad.. Ive been complaining and stuff, and when i think about it, why do i want to make my life so sad and miserable? I should be glad and happy that im back home, and I got good grades ryte? I should be glad that God has been by my side this whole time, supporting me and giving me strength to guide me through my life..

For those non- believers, I dont have a straight religion as Im born in both a buddist and christian family, i believe there's something or someone out there watching over us, guiding us when we need help, a secret hand to help us through rough times.. Whether you believe it or not, its your choice, please do not criticise me for what i believe in...

When i opened vanessa's blog, her 2nd song was this The Climb by Miley Cyrus... This song has a great meaning to it. Here are the lyrics:

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other sideI
t's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climbKeep on moving

Keep climbing, Keep the faith baby
It's all about It's all about The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

The song is telling you that in life, there's sooo many obstacles for you to go through, although at times you will fail, but you cant give up... Just try again and keep faith... Out of difficulties, miracles happen, if any of you watch Burning Flame 3, you'll know Rex told this to Ngau ko... Be strong and accept whatever happens, dont complain and try to look forward to the future.. Be happy with what you have, you may have something that someone wishes to have..

i want to live a simple and happy life, ive been saying that for quite some time, but i really need the time and support to remove all these hatred from this black heart of mine.. I'm tired of being treated like how i was treated before, im a human being and I have feelings too.. If onli i could be like the clouds in the sky, floating around freely like nothing is bothering them...

6th July

hey all..

Finally, boredom strikes since I got back to Brunei about 2 weeks ago.. Haha.. When I arrived on the June 25th, it felt like a short drive from Bandar back to KB, maybe its cause I've taken more than 3 hours journeys before in the UK.. Oh wells, luckily I came back early, H1N1 cases in Brunei is rising and there's currently 1 death.

May that 12 year old girl rest in peace and be in the hands of god... amen... <3

It is sad to see that so many people have suffered from this pandemic.. Scary as well, to see the world becoming this stage.. UK has gone up to almost 8000 cases, which is very worrying. Hopefully this will come to an end soon, its just like repeating SARS and Bird flu all over again.. There's the time when it gets worse and slowly these diseases will come to an end... I've read an article that a swine flu vaccine has been created but can only be release in august, and there's still an arguement going about whether to make this vaccine into a large scale, because they need to continue the production of the winter flu vaccine.. Hopefully a solution will be there and hope everyone will be safe from this "possible deadly" disease..

May god take care of all of us living in this world, and let us all battle this H1N1 disease, we've survived SARS and Bird flu and so we can go through this pandemic again...

YES WE CAN!!

May is Back!

Hey all~

May is backkkkk~~ hehehehe.. Back to Kuala Belait, Brunei Darussalam~!!

Hey all!!
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Haha, finish exams already!!! WOOOHHOOO!! I'll think of the outcome LATER when results are actually out.. hehehehe..
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That day after Maths exam, we all head out to Sackville Street Building.. To do a very scary thing, very very scary... U know why?? If you watch Boys before flowers, you might know.. Its coz, people are being bullied by us, G4!
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Representing:
Gu Jun Pyo : Della
Yoon Ji Hoo: Wani
Yi Jung: May
Woo Bin : Vanessa
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Be afraid, Be very afraid

G4

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After our bullying, we did photoshoots and a video of the 4 of us, representing our characters.. Hahah, too bored already but it was fun.. Im gonna miss u guys, but I'll see you all again after 3 months and all of us will be in 2nd year then! *prays to god, please let us all pass*

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And then, it was the annoying time, PACKING... Had to pack finish by June 11 coz we're sending our stuffs to Safe store on June 12.. Because of safe store ryte, I think we very good in bargaining le.. hahaha.. Want to know why? NGEH!! Not gonna tell U~ =P...

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Anyways, spent the whole day packing le.. In the end, comparing all 4 of us, I think i win in the MOST and HEAVIEST boxes.. hahaha.. crazy ryte?? OMG, and we're moving it later on... DIE LA DIE.. Why no ppl wanna help us? Haix.. sad sad.. oh wells, GAMBATTE!! Yesterday we went to help ying move hers to Wai Xin's room, waaa, jz across the rooms pun we were like "aiyo aiyo aiyo" Today we moving up and down the stairs from 3 rooms!! Dunno wat will be our expression later.. hahaha...

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4 boxes only?? Noooo...

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Its!

4 BIG boxes, 1 BIG luggage bag, 2 small luggage bags,

1 backpack, 1 printer box, the blue plastic bag and a box hidden underneath it..

IMAGINE PACKING ALL THAT AND CARRYING IT DOWN THE STAIRS!!!! NIGHTMAREEE!!!

Final countdown...

Its the final Countdown!!!

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3 more hours till the Maths Exam...

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5 hours till the end of the Maths Exam and the END OF FIRST YEAR!!!

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I'm gonna miss everyone~ <3>

We'll meet each other again after 3 months!!

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*BeLgiuM + BruneI, get ready for the arrival of AnnIe MaY* XD

In loving memory...

In loving memory to my tutor who took care of us when we first came to Manchester Uni...

Rest in Peace

Dr Alec James

May god take care of you in heaven where there is no sufferings at all, and may your soul be happy up there with our dear heavenly father. Thank you for your kindness and may you rest in peace..

I HATE YOU THERMO!!!

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SAVE ME FROM THIS TORTUREEEE!!!!!