Joe mcelderry... <3

JOE MCELDERRY!!!!!

Familyyy... and Friendsss =)

The greatest brothers and sisters in the Brunei group =) I miss u all like crazyyy... Thomas, I know you not in this picture but I miss u too =(... Kangfah my best buddy of all times =) Raymond, Cacing, Han, Oi Kheng, Akmal and kawan kawan lain, I miss u all, if u think its u, then yes its u =D

- I miss my Brunei friends like crazy right now, bonds that will forever last <3-

Just Absolutely Amazing....

My new inspirationn <3

When its all about him and me <3

Hey all~

Hahaha, I found this awesome website that makes these pictures which are just freaking cooL... And so its just an opportunity to make myself vain and some cooL pics of me and him <3 align="center"> May in Tokyo, Japan... I feel awesome *VaiN*
He's MINE!

Ring of Future Marriage?

Dew drop reflection...

You may be the King of Hearts but Im forever your QueeN

Once upon a Time...

Spark spark spark.. Our love is burning..

I see you where-ever I go...

You know "I Love You"

And There's this story about 2 lovers...

In Black and White, We're cooL...

This is what you call "Vainity", when its all about him and me...

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-May OUT-

Its the starting of October...

Hey all!!

Omg, I've left this blog dead for quite a while now... Im back in Manchester and now far far away from little brunei <3. I got my license one week before i flew and shit, i still cant drive, im like a sakai in the road, still need my dad to jaga me, or i might end up in an accident! Hahaha..

Arrived in London on 28th September and was on the same flight with Dorren, Amal, Aina, Iq, Ridha and Hua, as well as Dorren's cousins and friends... Damn was it a long flight, but yeah, surprisingly I wasnt jetlag AT ALL! Awesome-ness... Haha, when i got to the airport, my dear aunt came to pick me up and gave me my pic which I took in a studio in LonDon, Super Nice man, never knew the profession in make up and photography can actually make me look pretty... The angle and lighting were just right, actually there's one which i really liked, but it was with my cousin, since she doesnt like it, I didnt take it.. Oh wells~ hahaha.. Its once in a lifetime chance i guess? XD

And then it was coming to 11/10/2009 which is my 19th birthday, my last teen yearr =( Had a nice dinner with few friends at Bella Italia with my imaginary blowing candles on a chocolate cupcake kind of cake.. ahhaha, the chocolate was so moist and nicee, but unfortunately a bit too sweet for me... Hahaha.. Thanks y'all for such a lovely dinner =) Even the card made me feel like a princess for a dayy.. hahaha

And then We go back in time to 7/10.... Where we were clubbing at RevolutioN! Detention Night~ Look at 4 crazy uni girls trying to look like school girls? Those were the days.... when we had to wear those knee length skirts and a formal top with our tie... HAHAHHA!! It was a fun night but my alcohol tolerance had gone down to like O! Its time to increase those alcohol tolerance~~ And then it was FUN CLUBBING TIME... lots of dancing and drinkingg till the night went young again... hahaha...

Pre-drink session before going clubbing... hehehe... Man, im lousy in blogging.. Oh wells~ Thats about it I guess??

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the climb...

Hey all,

I have been thinking.. When i came back till now, i had a grudge towards someone... yes i kno, its bad.. Ive been complaining and stuff, and when i think about it, why do i want to make my life so sad and miserable? I should be glad and happy that im back home, and I got good grades ryte? I should be glad that God has been by my side this whole time, supporting me and giving me strength to guide me through my life..

For those non- believers, I dont have a straight religion as Im born in both a buddist and christian family, i believe there's something or someone out there watching over us, guiding us when we need help, a secret hand to help us through rough times.. Whether you believe it or not, its your choice, please do not criticise me for what i believe in...

When i opened vanessa's blog, her 2nd song was this The Climb by Miley Cyrus... This song has a great meaning to it. Here are the lyrics:

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other sideI
t's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climbKeep on moving

Keep climbing, Keep the faith baby
It's all about It's all about The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

The song is telling you that in life, there's sooo many obstacles for you to go through, although at times you will fail, but you cant give up... Just try again and keep faith... Out of difficulties, miracles happen, if any of you watch Burning Flame 3, you'll know Rex told this to Ngau ko... Be strong and accept whatever happens, dont complain and try to look forward to the future.. Be happy with what you have, you may have something that someone wishes to have..

i want to live a simple and happy life, ive been saying that for quite some time, but i really need the time and support to remove all these hatred from this black heart of mine.. I'm tired of being treated like how i was treated before, im a human being and I have feelings too.. If onli i could be like the clouds in the sky, floating around freely like nothing is bothering them...

6th July

hey all..

Finally, boredom strikes since I got back to Brunei about 2 weeks ago.. Haha.. When I arrived on the June 25th, it felt like a short drive from Bandar back to KB, maybe its cause I've taken more than 3 hours journeys before in the UK.. Oh wells, luckily I came back early, H1N1 cases in Brunei is rising and there's currently 1 death.

May that 12 year old girl rest in peace and be in the hands of god... amen... <3

It is sad to see that so many people have suffered from this pandemic.. Scary as well, to see the world becoming this stage.. UK has gone up to almost 8000 cases, which is very worrying. Hopefully this will come to an end soon, its just like repeating SARS and Bird flu all over again.. There's the time when it gets worse and slowly these diseases will come to an end... I've read an article that a swine flu vaccine has been created but can only be release in august, and there's still an arguement going about whether to make this vaccine into a large scale, because they need to continue the production of the winter flu vaccine.. Hopefully a solution will be there and hope everyone will be safe from this "possible deadly" disease..

May god take care of all of us living in this world, and let us all battle this H1N1 disease, we've survived SARS and Bird flu and so we can go through this pandemic again...

YES WE CAN!!