Saturday 26 March 2011

Life... as it is....

Hello hello to whoever still reads this,

Hahaha, this blog is so boring coz i just dont update it! Well, i only write when i feel like it so yeah, whenever i write, it will be filled with emotions.... Today, I dont know what im feeling actually... Whether its tiredness, or just lazy, i dont know either...

Recently, i've been so busy doing my project that i feel life just flies like that, I havent enjoyed myself as how I used to before... I guess thats how projects and the working life is suppose to be... I feel like I just wanna hurry up with this studies and go back home to work... Ask mom and dad to retire whereas I bring the rice back home... I have high ambitions as before, but engineering is getting so boring to me... I guess it isnt what i really wanted to do? All my friends tell me 'WHY?' because they all say i have the brains and knowledge and understanding to do engineering. but all the while, ive always have the passion to do something that involves meeting different cultures, flying to different countries for work instead... I really like the thought of being a diplomat, but that wouldnt be the case when i get married and have kids right?

Hahaha... I feel like that working life is so near that i dont know what to do man... Its awesome but at the same time, scary.... Anyways, right now, Im in Part 3 of my design project and ive being lazing around! I know in the next week, i'll be stressed out as how i usually am and go like 'OMG!!!!', then stay up over the night trying to finish stuff before the dateline... I guess, thats how i m and i can never change eventho i tell myself 1000000000x! OH WELLS!!!

Back to blurting my life out into this blog, im thinking of creating a blog that involves cooking and photography and travelling... Those are the passions in my life, if only i have the time and money to do those... Ohhh, life would be awesome... Cooking for the person i love, creating new recipes, eating good foood..... Photography, creating beautiful memories, My friend once told me i have the eye but unfortunately i dont know how to edit pictures, ive been wanting to learn but where is the time?! I love pictures and i love looking at shots my friends have done... Travelling, words cannot describe my LOVE to travel, to be able to see the world, understand their culture, i have friends who just travel like that, wonder where they get the money from! I would love it if i could just fly off to any countries and try EVERYTHING of that culture... love it! Im so blessed that i get to come to the UK to study, and explore the beauty of Europe... My goal for now, to travel around the whole world by 2030.... :) I want to go to at least ONE country from each continent: Ive done Asia (obviously thts where i live), Europe, Africa, Australia.... Ohhh, how i wish i could do America, head over to Canada, and then the USA and then Mexico and different parts of South America (Brazil, Argentina, Costa Rica).... I love how those guides shows u around in TV, and i wish to be one... but can a bruneian really become one? I dont know as well... hahahaa...

Anyways, today's post doesnt have any particular meaning to anything... its just me expressing what i feel right now... Thats it from me...

Ciao,
Annie May xxx

2 comments:

ç£@Réñ©€ said...

Hey May. You finally updated your blog! Hahaha! =D

By going through different hurdles in life, we see how we handle different situations God has put forth for us, and we see what it is we really have passion for. =)

May, after you're done with one more year of Engineering, you can do what you really want to do dy. =) Just push yourself for another year (or more), be a successful worker in the future whatever field you'll be in later on. ;)

And don't forget. You've been doing great! Keep up the good work yah! Go sista! =D

Anonymous said...

waiting for your next post lo! =)