Twilight obsession~

And so the lion fell in love with the lamb…

Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.274

What a stupid lamb.

Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.274

What a sick, masochistic lion.

Edward Cullen, Twilight, Chapter 13, p.274

You are my life now.

Edward Cullen, Twilight

About three things I was absolutely positive.

First, Edward was a vampire.

Second, there was a part of him- and I didnt know how dominant that part might be- that thirsted for my blood

Third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him

YAY!! I finally watched the movie!! hahaha.. THANK YOU SOOO MUCH BRO!! U kno how much my love for you have increase la... Obsession is sooo scary man, I watched it twice.. the romance was sooo addictive.. The book was much better definately because of the tension and details but the movie was great!! I never realised how HOT Robert Pattinson is~ hahaha.. London ah London, why you soo big?? Please, let me see Rob when i go london nxt yr~

Im in love with vampires now, and it would be sooo cooL if vampires really do exist, haha.. Last time you would think vampire is soo freaky and scary, thanks to twilight, every girl would wish their boyfriends would be a vampire, who would love them so much and play the piano for them. Thats my dream too girls! But we can fantasize~ cant we? haha..

For those who havent read twilight, read it!! Its an awesome book, and the romance is amazing.. It drags you into the book, initially my imaginations werent like the movie, I imagined the Cullens and Bella's house to be different, the romance and the tension to be a little bit different but nah~ Im not the director.. Haha.. Lets all support twilight saga and hope Stephenie completes Midnight sun for us..

Stephenie Meyer! No matter what you write for Midnight Sun, I'm sure it will be awesome and we'll all support you! Gambatte! Jia you and gd lucks! =D

-May out-

Thanks guys...

Hey people,

Thanks guys for being there to support me =) Im doing alright la, just having a rocky time with relationship, i kno it will get better.. Its an LDR thing, so hopefully will pass through soon lo.. So thanks sooo much!! Makes me feel better that I know I have friends who are there to support me~~ Love you all, bros, sis, laopo and frenzz!! =D

Anyhow, back to blogging.. Haha, since i was sooo down this few days, i decided to go on a retreat journey with my aunt to york.. She came down to manchester yesterday and i brought her to Manchester christmas market.. We had german, spain, austria and dutch food!! hahaha!! Nyaman man~~ Din have to go to the countries to try food liaw.. Pictures will be posted when i get them and the xmas market is really nice, like the lights and everything, too bad it closes at like 6pm but then by 4pm, Manchester will be like really dark and looks like 9pm brunei time.. haha.. So I went to york the next day.. which I will story next time.. Hahaha.. Im back to travelling yo~ Gone to york, coming soon --> Straford upon Avon, shakespear's birthplace, Here i come!! hehehe..

-May out-

Lost...

Hey all,

I'm starting to feel myself as a real stupid person.. Maybe what dad said was right, I'm so dumb.. I shouldnt have gotten into a relationship, I should listen to dad, study hard and get good grades for a better future.. Maybe if I was single during my Alevels, I could've achieve the 4 As I wanted. But that was a sacrafice i made, a stupid decision...

Maybe being single would be nice.. Maybe there would be lesser troubles in life, yes, I'll feel lonely but will the surroundings of friends and family balance that? Will I be more happier?? Is my love life in a mess right now?? I dont know.. I honestly dont..

Crying almost everyday recently, wasting precious tears and making myself feel tired, thats not happiness.. But yeah, I guess Im dumb and stupid.. I guess I should have listen 2 dad and wait for him 2 say " I told you so"...

Well, so much for my happy ending yea?

-May out-

I'm sensing history will happen again, it was never my fault but you took it as a joke and threw me aside when you didnt need me... I'm willing to die but I will not do it, i will not be stupid anymore.. I'll live my life like there's no tomorrow and die when god wants me to go to him..

P.S I love you...

Out 2 nights in a row..

Hey all,

November 21st, Friday

Wow, I've been out two nights in a row.. First time le~ hahaha!! Anyways, last night there was the combination of people society, korean society and japanese society event at Bar 38. Was actually thinking of just going to help out then go back, but eventually, I ended staying there till 1.30am... The drinks there are soooo expensive la!! Like the drink i had, doubles vodka +lemonade costed me like almost 5 pounds, which is CRAZZYYY!!! hahaha, so i ended up not drinking and went clubbin instead.. Hahaha..

Btw, do i look japanese?? Coz there was this bunch of guys who grab me, coz they wanna kno me sort of thing and they were like "Are you japanese?" and i was like "No!! Im chinese" hahaha.. SO LUI LA~~ hahaha.. It was a great night tho so KI YAN!! U DID A GOOD JOB GIRL! hehehe.. Ki yan was sooo worried coz she was afraid the venue was too small but i think the night went well excluding people getting drunk and almost involve in fights, but yea, thts manchester.. Me and Ki yan were lucky enough coz we were waiting for magic bus to come, but it took like FOREVER, so we decided to just hop on finglands.. All the sudden, when we just got into the bus, the place we were standing just now, there was a fight, sampai involve in the road man~ GILA!! Lucky we hop on the bus on the right time, or not I donno wats gonna happen.. hahah, eventually me and ki yan just had a nice chit chat then we went our separate ways, I went back home whereas she went off to meet her bf.. So nice laaaa~ I wish my boy is here, oh wells... He'll wait for me to come back home~~ hahaha

November 22nd, Saturday

Hahaha.. I finally finish one part of coursework!! Lucky got jerom teach me man~ Or not i dun think i'll know what i did wrong.. Hahaha!! Hopefully i did it correctly~ Gonna meet up with jerom, teng and chang tomorrow to finish off the coursework.. Anyhow, tonight i went out again to Tom's birthday~ Well, after i got home from doing work. Tom keep persuading me to go to his birthday, but i was afraid coz I dunno his frenz.. Lucky enough, Jee was going, so i decided to just go la.. Have a bit of fun ma ryte? Before going to the party, Me and waixin went to MSSM AGM 2008 coz vanessa texted wai xin to come and support her, so in the end we just went to give our full support. After the whole AGM, we went to eat in McD, since waixin had been cravin McD for quite some time, well they ate and i just drank my tiny sprite..

Not long, jee was ready and we went off to Tom's party.. That jee ah, suppose go with him together, then he put me aeroplane, ask me go myself first.. Lucky jade was there to accompany me, or not i scare i get lost in Chinatown la, I'm still not familiar with the place.. Come on la, Altho the part of manchester im stayin is not tht big, its bigger than KB. Hahaha!! So getting lost is quite common to me? hahaha.. Well, we had a nice night and I've met some new frenz!! I even learn how 2 play the drinking game!! YAY!! *Thanks John!!* haha.. We had lobster again, walao eh.. I miss those kind of good food.. When i was playin the drinking game with John, end up I lose la and drank the whole bottle but I wasnt bad, coz John lost a bit and drank almost half the bottle.. so yeaaa~ hahaah.. Im still alright with games.. Met new people like John, Albert, Ken, Darren, Alina, Jojo and a bit more yea, but sorry Im lousy with names.. HAHAAH!! It was a good night so yea.. Thats about it??? Been drinking a bit this week, so its time for the pure and innocent may to come out again, and hide the "naughty" may.. hehehe..

Bye all!!

-May out-

Twilight official release!!

Hey all!!

Twilight movie is coming out SOON!! As in November 21st!! OMG!! Im sooo obsessed with twilight, Im sooo desperate to get the 2nd book but im controlling myself to wait till i get my allowance then I'll go buy! hahaha!! OMG!! I've to wait till dec 19 to watch twilight... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! I NEED IT!!!! Its all Ling's fault, she tempted me to read it~~ and now Im obsess!! THANKS LING!! But twilight is AWESOME!! Its just like harry potter moment all over again.. Edward Cullen - Robert Pattinson is SO HOT again!! *drools*, he's from harry potter again.. Walao eh, he's from London, hope i can see him one day~ Sure i pengsan! hahaha.. I was like this with daniel radcliffe, now with robert.. haizz.. If i can see them in anyparts of the UK, sure i will go like "miracle happens" hahaha..

Do you not see obsession is a scary thing?? I'm feeling it but I'm obsess over twilight now, and it took me a while to recover, now it took me less than 10 seconds to go crazy again..

-Obsession and Desperation is a scary thing. Stop me from this madness!!!-

TWILIGHT!!!

-May out-

Bored..

Heya,

Just now had the engineering maths test and I found out i lost 6 marks already.. Well, if i can pass, then its a miracle from god.. Hahah.. See how la.. I'm sooo bored now, thts y i decided to blog lo.. Blog before about Bath and all these places, so now just blog about my past in London..

Went to london from like 17th-19th Oct 2008 because there was the BSU raya function at Dorchester Hotel on the 19th Oct. Was nice to see my dear aunts again.. Saw my 3rd aunt when i arrived coz Uncle Michael came to the train station to pick me up and we went to see 3rd aunt, steady la them, can recognize me after not seeing me for 10 years, and I didnt send them a picture~ Maybe its cause I look like my mom? Anyhow, 1st night we just had some chinese food and then go to their house to hang a bit.. Next to their house was a plant called "Kelloggs" which I thought was the cereal brand le.. Sekali not long when i went to the chem eng exhibition in Birmingham then i realise tht "Kelloggs" was actually a chemical plant for oil and gas industry!! So dumb la me.. but yea, LAME~~ My aunt and uncle lived a bit outside of london, so here are some pics!

On my second day in London, I met Michael Harry after 10 long years, change already la!! Too bad Amy is in Warwick, so far she's the only family whom I still havent see in the UK.. Hope to see her soon in Christmas/New year tho.. hahaha.. We went to Chinatown coz my big aunt wanted to bring me to eat dim sum~~ Yumm~~ hahaha.. It was gd tho, and Michael and I took a picture with the Chinese Arch, we did the asian pose too!! *Peace*
Chinese Arch

May & Michael

Haha, thats me and my cousin!! =D Second day went by quickly as we walked around China town, went to the Museum nearby, which had LOTS of things from different parts of the world, made me feel like I was travelling tho.. Haha.. And then we went to like LSE to tour around the small university.. My cousin is doing his PhD in LSE and he was an Oxford student before, smart eh?? Haiz.. If only I was like them~~ *Dreaming*.. So just walked a lot in central london and thts a day gone! Oh ya! Ah kian yiyi came to london that day at a very last minute decision and then we met her, thts when i changed my accommodation location from my 3rd aunt's place to where my small aunt was staying.. Her frenz all sooo cool la~! Syok also hang with my small aunt..As seen from my previous blogs.. HAHAHA!!

Next day was the hari raya day! And typical me, woke up late and had to rush things to go to the celebration. I didnt know I had to get the tickets from Brunei Hall, so I tried my luck going to the hotel and it worked!! They had our tickets there as well.. I was sooo glad to see all my friends back from Brunei and we started to cam-whore around the places, pictures can be found in facebook coz I dont have them. I've been in the UK for almost 2 months and I havent been to Brunei hall!! Cannot la me~~ Hahaha.. Brunei hall also invited a indonesian band which seems to be famous but i have no idea who they are.. So I sort of ended the day by visiting Hyde Park with ah kian yiyi and took vain pictures again lo~ The autumn leaves sooo lawa... So it was quite nice to be there..

Haha, Im sooo vain right?? And such a poser, even my friends like Della are calling me poser.. Hahah, but nvm, i enjoy it!! Have to enjoy my time and study hard while I'm still in UK!

Thats all for now!! Byeee..

-May out-

Need motivation~~!!

Hey all!!

OMG~ tomorrow got engineering maths test la, shit man.. our lecturer havent been really teaching us stuff and then tomorrow mock liaw, im like lookin thru differentiation and stuff and thinkin "OMG~ WATS THIS??!!".. Guess Im just gonna fail the test?? All my frenz were like "Lets just fail it, if he realise we're doing badly, he mite actually teach us somethin".. Hope true lo~~ Haizz.. But at least ngam ngam pass i also gan yen, fail not nice wa, eventho its not counted..

Anyhow, I need motivation to study!~!~! Someone pleaseee motivate me... Haiyoo.. My mind been thinking of travelling only la.. I'm such a Stupid girL.. Come Manchester is to study, not to travel~ Hahah.. So trying to restrain myself from travelling TOO MUCH.. Hahah.. Too excited liaw bah.. In xmas hols mite go to spain with big yiyi and small yiyi, sooo nice le.. and then after tht mite go exeter find kuku.. Lepas tu, Im thinkin of going London to spend time with my cousins and my big & 3rd yiyi then come bak manchester for HARD CORE STUDYING! Have to man.. After hols, straight away exam.. I need motivation people, show me some loveee~~ hahaha.. LOL-ness.. Anyways, Benlaosu got out of hospital liaw and is now safely at home.. Therefore, he is ok..

I'm so hyper today la.. Must be coz im going a bit crazy with Maths.. Bah.. Enough of my hyperness and its time to study~ TTFN- Ta ta for now~

-May out-