Hey all,
I'm starting to feel myself as a real stupid person.. Maybe what dad said was right, I'm so dumb.. I shouldnt have gotten into a relationship, I should listen to dad, study hard and get good grades for a better future.. Maybe if I was single during my Alevels, I could've achieve the 4 As I wanted. But that was a sacrafice i made, a stupid decision...
Maybe being single would be nice.. Maybe there would be lesser troubles in life, yes, I'll feel lonely but will the surroundings of friends and family balance that? Will I be more happier?? Is my love life in a mess right now?? I dont know.. I honestly dont..
Crying almost everyday recently, wasting precious tears and making myself feel tired, thats not happiness.. But yeah, I guess Im dumb and stupid.. I guess I should have listen 2 dad and wait for him 2 say " I told you so"...
Well, so much for my happy ending yea?
-May out-
I'm sensing history will happen again, it was never my fault but you took it as a joke and threw me aside when you didnt need me... I'm willing to die but I will not do it, i will not be stupid anymore.. I'll live my life like there's no tomorrow and die when god wants me to go to him..
P.S I love you...
4 comments:
May dumb dumb =) cheer up girl!
If you wanna know right, being single is nice. You know the trend liao larr, freedom is the ultimate advantage, and no i don't feel lonely =) I don't know if its happier being in relationship or single like me, but i sure do enjoy being single. And no, i am not trying to lure you to being single.
However, i'm not saying that being in a relationship sucks either. You know yourself what's good being in a relationship =)
And I'm sure you are very happy in UK =) Enjoy your life~~
Oh yea, your love life is not in a mess. wanna know why? Coz you know you love him. Its only in a mess if you are loving someone you aren't sure about.
See ya~~
P/S Its only when you feel sad, that you do feel happiness as well. Of course too much of everything is bad though
Cheers!!
Bros are always here for u.. =)
Get some sleep and you might feel better next day. Hope you are alright :). Anything you wanna talk about, i will be online tomorrow morning :)
Hey laopo!
Cheer up! Remember when u cheered me up that time when i was really down. Remember when i cried on ur lap! You helped me go thru a phase. So yes take it as a phase. It will pass kan baby? muachs
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